well...baby if u happen to read my blog,wan to say 'i mis u'
hehe...take care and take medicine,love

now in comp lab doin blog den later must watch cbt abt everythg
tmr is my assessment at 3pm while the rest can go home...so sad..
kinda nervous wen tinkin of it.confirm i wil fail my assessment cos im not fully prepared.
oh shit...must study hard already...

aniwae loggin out soon...cya ard guys later.. 6:16 PM

first of all,im sick sick n sick...
sick since friday.down w flu n more...
sick cos quarrel w him last nite...
sick cos today he didnt msg me til 12+pm and didnt reply...

i feel very upset...
dunno wads goin to happen to me next...
feel like ending my life...
dun feel like goin on w my life...

do u tink its my fault...?
i feel like killin dat stupid bitch,slut...
bcos of her,i feel jealous...
moreover he still say yes to her...

1st meetin her at tamp mart dunno for wad..
2nd meetin her jus to play guitar...(i didnt let him go but msg me he promised alreadi)
so what the f*** den he called me...i rejected..unable to tink of him meetin her late nyte...
3rd meetin while i was at jb,she called wantin him to join her to go fishin,he said he didnt go
dat was a relief but surprisingly not....

sms from her...jokingly she sent to him "got miss me?haha"
call from her aft meetin at tamp mart..."i jus reach home"
call from her aft i put down on him jus to take medicine "want to go out or somethg?"

can anybody tell me y would a girl do tis kind of thg wen she noes dat he alredi attached?
moreover wch girl would call a guy tellin that she alredi reach home unless dat guy is her bf?
DAMN ASSHOLE BITCH!!!!!

i feel frustrated...
y must she come to our lives wen we are happy couple?
y must she disturb him?
what else does she wants wen she herself hav one?
y?y?y?

im givin up...
let the fate lead us our path....
i hav no directions to go...
i feel helpless...
i need someone who can love me n guide me thru...
it all depends on fate...

To my Hubby Dearest...
i noe it not ur fault..but tinkin of her,makes me sick.
jus wanna tell u...
whatever happen to us,u r my first love and my last...
once i love dat person...it means forever til my last breath...
I LOVE YOU ASWIRA...
Love,
Shiqa

See u all next time.... 11:23 PM