long time didnt blog
meetin bf tis few days
hehe
pass my bcls theory test finally aft 2nd attempt
like my fren said 'u muz believe in urself'
hehe 9:00 AM

Fuckin shit...
I still haven learn for my 2118 at all
im in no mood to study
practically, NO MOOD!!!

7:48 PM


meet baby jus now at simei
patch thgs up
miscommunication breakdown
we forgive and forget everythg

ate at banquet(eastpoint)
bought laksa for me n him hor fun
he reali misses me
cos he jus wun let go of my hands

i truly love him
den we went to some secluded area
to KISS!!!
mis his kisses badly
hugs n kisses,hmm...

den he rushed for werk
start at 7
so from simei took train
he alight at tamp
while i went to pasir ris
den come back to boon lay...
fuckin long journey

luckily bought cleo
read up on how to be sexy
keep of my mind of boredom
hehehe...reach home at 830...woah

p.s. dear,im glad u love me for who i am
& not for physical appearance.
I LOVE U
8:34 AM

im so sad
im so confused
im so pissed off
im so angry
im so devastated

wad is happening to me?
i love my baby so much
y muz he do tis to me?

wan to give in and resolve our prob
i dun hold grudge for long
im a peacemaker
called his hp and its off
great,hor

i tink i dun cut out to b his gf anymore
now he tinks dat i dun love him anymore
y?dun he believe me dat i love him so much
dat i will do anythg wad he asks for

im such a failure in relationship
shouldnt hav fall into relationship
knowin dat i hav no confidence in tis
fucking hell!!!

i noe baby dun like me to use vulgarities
but im so pissin off
jus hav to let go n express my feelings
im in dilemma...

p.s. Hubby, i love u forever no matter wad 6:25 AM

Well,now back at home,jus woke up from my lovely sleep
tired though...dunno wad makes me tired actually
first thg first,i passed my assessment for bcls
im so over excited dat i passed all the 5 modules wch includes
one man,two man,adult chokin,infant cpr & infant chokin

but still there is theory test tmr at 5
if fail theory,we wun get any cert
so im determined to get a cert since i passed all my modules
back then,if i failed my assessment,im not goin to study for theory
so,i feel dat i need da cert to show dat im capble of doin it

hehehe,hav to believe in myself dat i can do it
unlike leadership,for that i didnt study
only 4 lectures covered,3 at home lying ard
hehehe...expectin it to fail actually

went to cineleisure but we were ten mins late
den da woman said cant go in already
so stupid!!!
but we didnt pay it anyway so headed to taka lib
sat ther like 45mins i gues,den we outta

jus now wen came back from orchard
went to comp lab and did tis personalty test
its abt my personality
true actually...


Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing
as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. 6:24 AM

Hello there,

as expected,now havin break wch is 9 to 4
woah!!!7hrs of break.freaking hell!!!
me,goli and angelyn decided to watch a movie at 1045 show
at cathay cineleisure name 'HAVOC'

anne hathaway(i gues dat is how spelled)
its m18 anyway.wonderin whether goli and angelyn can go in?
haiz...im so bored in da lab
no use studyin so much in 7 hrs
might as well take it chill,cool and relax.

im checkin out now...

adious everyone,
SHIQA 6:45 PM

Now slackin doin my proj on asthma
now im confused w the 500 words limitation
what the fuck?
but aniwae,im going to finish up my asthma by today hook or by crook
cos i dun wan to push to tmr.

wanna meet my guy for shoppin spree tmr
prob catch a movie,'havoc'
spend a gd time w him

oh yes,tmr buying perry n potter bk wch cost 79.5,if im not wrong
den ask him to carry for me...hehehe
sorry dear...its heavy,u see...
love u,muackz *******

6:45 AM

in da sch e-plaza w angelyn
da rest didnt come
come late cos they r doin their proj
but im still wonderin y tang didnt come
anyway,happy bdae to u tang weee.... 7:00 PM